Hopes & Dreams

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Hello, and welcome back to
another episode of A Record of

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My father, Happy New Years to
our listeners out there.

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And today we're going to talk
about hopes and dreams for this

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year.
Maybe, maybe a few resolutions

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that we may or may not stick to,
right?

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Hell no.
Well.

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What's your What's the
resolution that's on your mind?

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Me.
Yeah.

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I I kind of think about like the
things that I mean.

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Yeah, we're talking about that
with it's the hopes and dreams

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of what the coming year's gonna
bring and possibly you know what

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it runs into also.
But it has to go.

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I have to look back too and if I
look back at my book of

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workouts, I worked out quite
frequently not not as much as I

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should but I feel like I'm in
better health.

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I've I've got, you know, the
blood was all better and all

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these good things happened
because I was, you know, more

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focused on.
I think I've finally come to the

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conclusion that I'm retired, so
now I need to take the next

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step.
That was an accepting thing.

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I think of this year.
That's.

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AI keep saying that and it's
like I keep, you know, and then

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and then all of a sudden I get
taunted and then I want to come

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and then I kind of want to go
back into work.

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And then I'm like, I don't have
a focus.

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I don't, It's not there.
It's not going to happen, you

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know, maybe maybe something I'll
trip over that I'll like, but

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you know, that's that's not
here.

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And then, you know, then I I
want to continue that.

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I, I want to focus on health.
And I think as you get older

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that you really think about
mobility that's the kind of

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thing that is I'm 64, I'm, I'm
relatively healthy.

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I could probably, you know, run
100 yards in under 5 minutes.

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I could.
I think mobility and flexibility

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as well is something.
Flexibility is a thing that I'm

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short on.
I am the tightest, just always

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sort of frenzied, not, you know,
at least my muscles.

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Yeah, you like to just make me.
Scream.

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Yeah, that, that.
We should talk about that.

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Like why you like to make me
scream?

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He takes the rollerball and he
rubs it or the little vibrating

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thing and puts it on my back
and.

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Yeah.
Until I scream.

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And then that, you know, that
makes him.

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Happy.
It's just the best, but it's the

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best.
I think just general warming up

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before I work out is something
that I want to do, 'cause I

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don't even really do that.
I do warm up sets, but I'll

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never do like actual warm up
exercises like bird dogs or

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something like that.
What's a bird dog?

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It's where, like, you meet your
knee and your elbow, but like,

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oh wow, here.
Like when you're on the ground,

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on the ground, kind of like in a
plank position.

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And yeah, and that's supposed
to, like, straighten your spine

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or something or something like
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'Cause I do that in the when you
do the what is the downward

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facing dog?
And the upward whatever the heck

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it is.
When you take a flow or

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something.
Into the where you're where.

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You curl your back.
Yeah, I I go down and do the the

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whatever the heck the prayer
thing is when you put your face

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to your forehead on the ground
and I try to put my elbows down

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as slow as I can and then I
slide all the way forward and

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have the arc.
Back.

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Oh yeah, yeah, I'm pretty sure
that that's.

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I think it's the Yoshi.
The Yoshi.

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That's what he does right before
he runs, so I've been copying

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the dog.
That's it.

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I want to do his thing where
he's sticking one of his legs

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back and like so far.
Like I don't even know how he

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gets it back that far but if he
really tried he could probably

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put a put a leg around his head.
I'm I'm sure he could and.

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When he straightens it out,
yeah, and.

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Then.
He stands on one leg when he

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does that.
Yeah.

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Yeah, and you're just like,
dude, dude, that's not that.

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That's whoa.
We might make our book this

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year, and it's gonna be.
Make her what?

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55 yoga positions. 55 Yoga
Positions by Yoshi.

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Brown.
By Yoshi Brown.

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By Yoshi Brown Watch.
I would.

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I would read.
That watch by Watch by Yub Yub.

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There you go.
Oh yeah, she could be the

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producer on the the CD, yeah, or
the DVD, I guess.

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Yeah, we OK.
Now we have a new idea on what

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we're gonna hopes and dreams for
this.

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Is a new resolution here.
For this year, yeah, we're gonna

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admit we're gonna make a table.
A table book.

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What is it?
A a coffee table book.

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Coffee table book.
Yeah.

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Yoshi and 55 puppy dog positions
you.

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Know that would be great.
I like that idea.

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Yeah, but I think also.
That's a resolution.

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Walk.
Walk every day.

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Walking every day is something
that I started to do mean later

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this year or last year I guess.
I got helpful you were.

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Crazy this year.
Yeah.

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You do a what?
No, you weren't.

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You were doing like closing 10K
steps every five days or like,

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yeah.
Exactly I did.

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I averaged over the whole year
10,200 steps, which is good

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that's, that's.
But I want to like I'm going to

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try to up it a little bit this
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Yeah.
You know, and that'll that'll

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come with focus, you know, maybe
I'm.

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I'm going to try.
I think I'm going to do dry.

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You wary?
I was thinking about doing that

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as well other than when I am
going to do that.

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I'm already two days into it, so
hey, it's going to be easy.

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That's like over half a month
already, right?

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Yeah, half a month already, you
know, two more days and.

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Well, if your hangover's so bad
going into it, it makes it way

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easier.
Oh yeah, yeah.

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It makes it way easier.
Oh, so true.

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So very, very true.
That that's what gets you really

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thinking about it.
It's like how much time you have

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and you don't probably think
about this.

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You probably don't have no lift
to the horizon for when you're

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40 or 50 or 60.
When you're 60 something you're

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then all of a sudden you're
looking like, well, death's

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right around the.
Corner could be tomorrow.

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Could be, yeah, yeah, exactly.
It's.

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It's all that everybody has all
the issues and I have, you know,

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people dropping now at my age
and I think I skipped the cancer

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thing.
Maybe I'm going to die of a

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heart attack or something like
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I just don't want to be a
pudding head.

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And if I'm a pudding.
Head I just like yeah.

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That's that's the thing.
You know it.

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Seems someone still.
Well, I still think that.

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I think it's going to be funny
because if I keep making jokes

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about it, people are going to
call, call, start calling me

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Pudding Head, and I'm going to
have a nickname and you're going

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to buy, you're going to buy me a
pink sweatshirt with pet Pudding

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Head on it and say I'm a Pudding
Head.

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Well, how much?
Did you talk about it already?

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I'm surprised that it I'll.
I'll change my.

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I'll change my Gmail address to
pudding head.

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Pudding head done from Onshore 1
back then, Yeah, but what was I

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thinking about?
Oh yeah, focusing on eating more

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vegetables and making like, your
stomach happier.

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I was thinking about.
Oh yeah, yeah.

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That's yeah.
I think that that for me is what

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I'm trying to think of is what
is it?

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It's it it when I eat more
vegetables and when I eat a

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variety of different things than
I stay.

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I mean, we we we did a lot of
for her birthday last year, I

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did the Green Chef thing.
Yeah, I remember that.

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Yeah.
And we we I was consistently

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feeling good.
Yeah.

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You know, and it's expensive.
It's crazy.

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You know.
But it but it's like I'm I'm I'm

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I'm lucky to be in a position
I'm in because that's not a

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major concern.
So, so it it, it and it.

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And if it makes you feel better,
the only thing is, is it's very

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arduous.
You know, it's you commit every

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day 30 minutes to making one
meal.

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But I don't think that's that's
just cooking.

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It's.
Just it is.

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It is.
Well, you know, a lot of people

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when you get to a certain age,
you're like, I've been, I've

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been doing it for for. 6.
I've been cooking since I was 6,

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so you know, for me, for me,
it's like not cooking well.

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But I didn't say no one ever
said I was cooking.

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Well, I could.
I could cook hot dogs at six

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years old.
So that's dinner, baby peanut.

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Butter.
Throw the fries until they get

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hot.
Can't you leave me there?

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No, I'm hungry.
God.

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You never.
We never had overcooked fries at

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the brown house.
Unless somebody just put them in

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and completely forgot them and
then they and then they were

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black.
They were either they were

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either cold in the center or
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There's no, you know, nobody
did, nobody nobody did timely.

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Things like that.
Hopes and dreams that I don't

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eat cold in the center fries or
black fries, but.

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The hot dogs were always
lukewarm.

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I was still here.
Yeah, the worst, the worst hot

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dogs were the 11:00 AM hot dogs
that you left on the stove from

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the night before.
And then you went in and you and

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you looked at the water and it
was kind of and it had that

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shield on it.
And you just said.

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Yeah, it looks like dog water.
And then you just turn it on and

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you heat it back up, 'cause
they're in a boiled pot, you

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know, And you're just like,
whatever, as long as there's no

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bugs in with them.
Oh my.

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God, the face of well, I think
The thing is, is that that we

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waste so much more now than when
what we would consider waste

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today is not what we would have
considered waste when I was a

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kid.
No, exactly.

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No, it's it's completely.
In our country we throw 1/2 of

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everything we purchase away I.
Mean when we get moldy.

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Bread.
If we keep bread long enough for

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it to mold, which you know, yeah
we would, we would throw it

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away.
Whereas when I was growing up,

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we just tore the blue stuff off.
Yeah, even though it comes from

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the center of the bread, I'm
pretty sure.

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Exactly.
You know, I didn't know that.

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I learned that recently too.
That's why I'm so messed up

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that.
Doesn't just accumulate?

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I was doing a lot of LSD as as a
six year old.

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Oh, that's why you're so smart
now.

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Yeah, it's so worldly.
Oh dude, let's be Zen.

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Wow.
Let's be Zen.

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Yeah, David.
Clarity, I mean.

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I think about the things that I
want to do and want to

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accomplish.
It's like, you know, and

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typically people want like some
financial reward.

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And I feel like that I just had
a windfall this past month that

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everything's just really cool
that that's not on the table.

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I'm not, I'm not hunting for
some new wind financially or

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something like that.
Obviously, if it comes along and

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something goes well, well yeah,
I'm happy.

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But it's not something I'm
driven for and it's not

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something I'm going to go hunt
for.

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And I'm not going to go hunt to
look for companies that are

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really interesting to me that I
mean if they're interesting and

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I can work with them, I will,
but I'm not gonna.

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I'm not looking for the monetary
side and I've kind of stopped

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doing that.
But you know, in the last a a

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few things have changed and gone
well and things like that.

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But that isn't on my list, which
I think is kind of interesting

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cuz it's always been on my list.
You know, this is a big change.

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The financial thing is always
like, where are you going?

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What are you going to do?
Are you going to be able to do

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this?
This is going to be good.

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Is that and that.
And I would always think that

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through and say, OK, what what
are my obligations going

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forward?
How can I expand the

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obligations?
What is this?

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What is this?
What is this?

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And it's like, Nah, that's not
it.

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So that being said, what the
hell am I going to do with my

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time?
Yeah, become an oil painter.

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I knew I was reading a story the
other day about an oil painter.

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He started painting when he was
79 or 78, and he wanted to do it

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his whole life.
And then he's talking to his,

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his son.
And his son was like, wow, wow,

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Dad, you're doing this.
You're getting really good at

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it.
By the time he was like, he died

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at 88, but he was getting really
good at about 8283.

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And he's like, I finally found
him.

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I've been wanting to do my whole
life like at that age, and it

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really is about becoming a
beginner in something again and

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then mastering that.
You know, maybe that's maybe

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that's what I need to do.
And.

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Yeah, cuz I think what what's
gonna happen is I'm gonna do a

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lot of what mom was doing that
that your mother was doing is

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like, you know, through the
years she will find hobbies and

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start them and then pursue them
until she gets really good at it

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and then she'll leave.
Whereas me, I am someone that

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finds something that looks
interesting and cool, pursues it

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for like an hour and then it
throws away all the shit that I

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bought to make it happen.
Cuz it's not.

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It's not it.
Yeah, the rowing machine is but.

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Luckily I have friends that have
had a lot of shitty hobbies and

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they just, they give it, they
loan it to me and then I I get

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bored with it like I did it with
piano.

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I wanted to do a piano and I
haven't done that.

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I didn't.
I haven't written anything.

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I haven't.
I didn't I had was going to read

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all these books and I read I
think I read six last year which

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is that's.
Still more than than you did the

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year before that, if you think
about it.

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Absolutely, I would like to.
I would like to go out on a limb

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and try to read 12 this year.
Do it.

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I think it's possible.
And I'm actually, you know if I

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include the I don't I won't
include anything, I'll start

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from zero.
Right now I'm doing concept of

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of a politician, I think by Carl
Schmidt.

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Oh yeah, Concept of the
political Yeah, that's what

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you're.
Of a political Yeah.

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Which, I thought, is like, the
dude's a freaking Nazi.

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Yeah, that was originally the
manifesto, I think, for

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supporting certain aspects of
fascism, I'm pretty sure.

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Right it it.
It is.

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It is.
He was one of the few, but I

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mean, he's like a Harvard
trained dude and you know, hey.

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Yeah, exactly.
With the instigation of those

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laws and like what he was
referring to as a utopia, right,

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is fascism, which is just
unrealistic.

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I mean, I don't think that
that's, yeah, it is something

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that appears to be a utopia's
often a dystopia, right.

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And I don't, I don't know him.
I think that that's that's what

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he was.
I think people think that when

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you're at the top of the heap
that you're going to be a nice

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person.
And unfortunately, when you're

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at the top of the heap, the only
thing you kind of think about is

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not letting anybody else climb
up the mountain.

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It's like the person that has
everything, what is the one

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thing that they can do and is
not allow other people to pursue

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like.
Right.

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Because hey, if everybody has
everything, it's no, it's I'm

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not really.
There's always gonna be

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something you know or cool.
I need to just stomp on them.

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You.
Know.

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But yeah.
As for that, what did I close

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last year?
I think it was about like 32 or

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33 books and I want to do well.
The first one this year is going

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to be Infinite Jest, but I'm
halfway through right now.

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I sent you Allison's List 41.
Were those were those?

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Were those audiobooks or were
those like?

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Red, Red, I don't know.
I think a lot of red books

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because she drives back and
forth to any I I guess.

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Oh, gotcha.
OK I.

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Don't know.
I I didn't.

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I didn't ask but she said these
are the ones she's read.

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But and she said should I listen
to a lot of it?

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I'm like, OK doesn't.
Count.

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I'm sorry.
Nope, doesn't count.

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Nope, doesn't count.
But you know what I was thinking

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about the other day?
It's a machine at which you

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could use to read while you were
driving instead of like, you

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know how people are always on
their phones.

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Imagine if you could read while
you were driving.

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How crazy would that be?
You'd like, put the hang the

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book from the ceiling of your
car or something and have a cage

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turn?
Oh, that'd be wonderful.

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No.
That'd be great.

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I think that I think that we
should figure that out.

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I think that we we we do.
It's called audiobooks.

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No, no, no, no.
You need to physically be able

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to read it.
Yeah, OK.

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To get up and see.
Now think about physically

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driving a car and viewing the
road while you're reading.

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I think you can do that if
you're in like a Tesla and it

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has the auto drive, 'cause I
know my.

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Friend was using his super the
other day.

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I didn't even know that that
it's more than just the Tesla's

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now.
Yes, who has it too?

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Yeah, yeah.
But it's like, not even with the

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the lane or the car, like the
reading of the car.

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It's the entirety of it.
It's on a pilot.

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The entirety is on a pilot,
yeah.

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Because ours is is keeps you in
the lane and keeps you a set

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distance behind the car in front
of you or at A at a preselected.

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Speed.
This does all, so that's cool,

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yeah.
It doesn't.

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I don't.
It doesn't lane correct if.

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It also stops if you run in if
you think you're gonna run into

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something that looks.
So scary when it does that.

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Yeah, It just makes me go.
Yeah, I.

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Remember there's a rock like a
Pebble or something behind the

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Subaru.
I was backing it up and it just

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slams on.
I thought I had a bear or

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something.
Yeah, what was that?

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I wish I had that on the Audi
when I backed into that Cadillac

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though.
Oh, I remember that.

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I remember.
That that was so like, you

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idiot.
That's true.

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And you know, it was it was
after we bought the beer.

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Damn.
I didn't drink any, Yeah.

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It's always went after you
bought the beer, I think.

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Yeah, I think that's the whole
thing.

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But I think also for the show as
well, be more consistent would

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be kind of a cool thing to do,
getting a bunch of episodes on

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the back burner of being able.
To I want to just.

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Being able to put them down
pretty consistently and more

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consistently than we have been
because zinc last year was a

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huge travel year for you and me
as well.

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Like, yeah, and yeah, that was
is it gonna happen?

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Yeah, last year was a lot.
Yeah.

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Last year was a lot of a lot of
places for you.

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And this year's, I mean, right
now I've only got 3, so that's

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pretty good.
Well, we can be a little more

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consistent.
One a little.

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Bit more.
I'm doing 2 continents and

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12345, maybe six countries, but
not that, not really that much,

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no.
Not, not really.

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It's only. 6 Not, not not not
typically and.

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But The thing is, that's only in
a that's in a squashed OH.

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OK, I got you.
Oh.

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I didn't think about and August
that June.

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June is taken 2 for a wedding,
but I can always squeeze a, you

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know, a set.
I can always bring my

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microphones down and figure
something out, yeah.

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Yeah, I think that that works.
I can do.

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From, you know, I'm gonna do
Europe again.

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You know, we're gonna do Paris
to London and some other things.

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Those are the things that I, I,
I, I would like to find.

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I was kind of hoping that maybe
that we're gonna go see Gaverni.

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And.
Yeah, and that.

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And it's gonna be in May.
So the flowers are gonna just

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start.
Yeah, I'm gonna probably, I'm,

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I'm definitely gonna steal some
flowers or I'm gonna rip a piece

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of his fence off and bring it
home.

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Just.
Make sure you don't get

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cataracts while you're there.
Like he had, yeah.

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He had cataracts when he painted
the water lilies.

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Yeah.
Wow, isn't that crazy?

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He's like 90% blind when he made
his giant 3 panel painting and

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that's still always.
That's why I saw it twice last

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year at the the MoMA.
Well, now, are they going to be

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there during the summer?
Because if they are, I'm

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wondering if if what is in the
Monet Museum in Paris.

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I have no idea because.
Those were.

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I'm gonna go, I'm gonna.
Go for a year.

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I'm pretty sure.
I don't know where they'll make

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their rounds.
Yeah, they'll probably just be

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walls with the whole thing will
just be kind of like white

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painted just.
White, but it was huge.

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I mean, he did more than three
panels.

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No, it was like 3 gigantic
panels.

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I think he did.
I don't know.

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I think he did 12 or because it
was 2 rooms, each room was maybe

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but.
You saw two rooms.

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Oh, that.
Yeah, I saw. 2.

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Nights or something.
Not in the Louvre, not This was

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a museum and it's right near the
Eiffel Tower and it's flat and

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it's two big rooms and you walk
in one.

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It was like, I don't know,
eight, you know, a couple 100

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francs.
This is pre euro times and we

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went in there and we went in the
first room and it was you walk

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through like a little entryway,
you go into corridor and then

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there's an Oval and you see the
Oval and the water lilies are

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painted all the way around and
they're like 4 to freaking

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ceiling.
They're about a foot off the

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floor and they go almost to the
ceiling and they're maybe 8 or

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10 feet.
Panels are huge.

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And you go in and you just, you
stand in the center of the room

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and you look around and you're
just like, Oh my gosh.

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And then you go in the second
room and it's like, Oh my gosh

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again.
Yeah, it's just really

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breathtaking.
Yeah, it just, it stops you.

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I I saw him in a Baltimore
museum.

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And I I don't know if I I
probably told the story to you

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100 times, but not here.
But I remember they had this

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little you had to walk because
it was, it was kind of like a

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townhouse.
It was four stories and the

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paintings were all on the walls.
And they had a little place that

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you walked close to the
painting, so you were like 3

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feet away to view it.
Yeah.

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And it was a corridor of people
coming in and going out.

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It was that popular and that
many people.

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There's lines around the block
and tickets and timing and all

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that other kind of silly stuff.
We're going.

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And when you when you're in the
corridor and you're standing 3

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feet from a Monet painting, it
doesn't look like anything.

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Oh yeah, the pointless.
And this is before we went to

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Europe.
And then I turned around and I

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looked across the room at the
other one, and that's when I was

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like, Oh my God, that's you.
You can't look at these from

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three feet away.
You have to look at them from 12

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to 15 feet away.
And hence his cataracts, 'cause

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he was, you know, looking at
stuff like this, which appeared

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to be really far away.
So it was really just kind of

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like, you know, one of those
moments I I, you know, some

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people get him an art.
I I whatever you what?

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Whatever floats that floats my
boat.

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00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:19,520
That just.
Yeah.

452
00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:24,400
And I think that that I I'm not
sure if I went there after or

453
00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:26,800
before, 'cause it was, it was
like my birthday present.

454
00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:31,640
She took me to Baltimore and
then did the We rented a bed and

455
00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:34,160
breakfast up there, stayed in
some little place.

456
00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:38,360
And that was neat, very neat.
Anyway, what do I want to do in

457
00:21:38,480 --> 00:21:42,120
the next year when I think about
hopes and dreams?

458
00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:47,000
What are my hopes?
That everybody stays healthy.

459
00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:50,440
You know what I mean?
Yeah, there's a lot of lot of

460
00:21:50,440 --> 00:21:55,160
people that are like they
haven't come out of Pandemic yet

461
00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:58,680
and you kind of feel like
they're they're still.

462
00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:03,400
Like what do you?
Mean by that psychologically?

463
00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:05,920
Oh yeah, psychologically closed
off.

464
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:08,680
That their, that their, that
their minds have changed

465
00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:11,280
somewhat because you know you're
closed off for what, a couple

466
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:14,440
years or 18 months or however
long you decide to be.

467
00:22:15,440 --> 00:22:19,200
And it's and it's interjected
this new thing into people's

468
00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:21,200
psyche that is just very
different.

469
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,240
Like isolation is what you're.
Referring to right?

470
00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:27,240
And they got used to isolation
and and The thing is is like I'm

471
00:22:27,360 --> 00:22:30,440
I'm that doesn't work for me.
Yeah.

472
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:32,880
You know.
No, it doesn't for me as well.

473
00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,800
I mean, you have to have to go
out, right?

474
00:22:35,360 --> 00:22:37,240
I mean, you know that it's like
we're walking down the street in

475
00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:40,240
New York and I start, I strike
up a conversation with you know

476
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:42,400
the the check in lady or
whatever and.

477
00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:44,200
You know, like.
Quit being creepy.

478
00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:48,840
And it's like I I just, it isn't
about like I'm interested in

479
00:22:48,840 --> 00:22:52,080
anything other than interaction
with with fellow humans.

480
00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:53,960
So, you know, that kind of
stuff.

481
00:22:54,320 --> 00:22:56,760
No, exactly.
You do thrive on that.

482
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:00,560
Yeah, I will talk to anybody.
And then stream extrovert I've

483
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:01,840
ever known.
Yeah.

484
00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:05,120
My brother was that way.
Yeah.

485
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:08,600
He would carry on a conversation
with the Checkers and and you

486
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:10,760
were just like, dude, you're
even weirder than me.

487
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:13,200
Well, I think that's important.
I think it's important, but it

488
00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:15,120
it's also what you talk about
with the checkers.

489
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:18,480
I think that is where I I never
because that's what I do all the

490
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:20,520
time as well.
When I see people in my

491
00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:22,440
building, I start to have a
conversation and it's fun.

492
00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:24,200
You show them that you care,
yeah.

493
00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:27,320
But a lot of times, too, in
public, people just don't want

494
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:29,200
to fucking talk to each other,
you know?

495
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:30,960
They just don't want to do it.
They're so bothered.

496
00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:33,920
Yeah, I think that's what
wireless headphones and even

497
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:36,960
before the the wire headphones
really did.

498
00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:40,200
I love, I love.
I love to catch eye contact.

499
00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:42,120
Say hi, he's.
Like.

500
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:44,760
No.
And have the person look at me.

501
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:47,240
Yeah.
And then they don't know what to

502
00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:49,080
do.
And then you smile.

503
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,400
And then I walk right past them
and I go got another one.

504
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,720
So you know, you get a scowl
back and that's almost as

505
00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:01,160
rewarding in my opinion.
I What the scout or not like?

506
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:04,800
Like, what is this guy so happy
about?

507
00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:05,440
Huh.
Yeah.

508
00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:09,320
What's he hunting?
Yeah, yeah.

509
00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:16,680
That that that healthy, healthy
is important, you know physical.

510
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,840
And I and and I think that I
think that a a continued path

511
00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:23,280
and possibly an expanded path on
the workout would be good.

512
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:27,720
I think a regularized cardio is
what I want to do, like a

513
00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:31,680
regularized schedule for cardio,
'cause I have been neglecting

514
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:35,040
cardiovascular stuff for so
long, but I've been

515
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:38,680
weightlifting, but I haven't
been doing any things really

516
00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:42,920
gotten to what they referred to
as the second anaerobic stage,

517
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:44,720
which would be like running,
right?

518
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:48,040
Running, you know, like.
For five miles I haven't run a

519
00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:52,040
long time.
I do, which I should probably,

520
00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:56,320
you know, at least jog a bit.
But I walk very very fast.

521
00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:59,360
Yeah, but I it's it still
doesn't get you to that second

522
00:24:59,360 --> 00:25:02,640
anaerobic stage of being, like,
right in between comfortable and

523
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:04,120
uncomfortable.
Like 120?

524
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:06,240
Yeah, heartbeat.
Yeah, exactly.

525
00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:09,280
Yeah, that's what I wanna do.
I wanna get back to being able

526
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:11,480
to consistently.
Get to when you get comfortable

527
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:14,280
with that, I it's been a long
time since I was like run 5

528
00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:17,920
miles and you're just you get to
a point where you're in a like a

529
00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:19,240
Nirvana area.
Where?

530
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:20,480
That's why I wanna get back to
again.

531
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:23,480
And you're just like and you're
like, but you're moving and your

532
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,640
body's moving and you're running
and then you're doing the and

533
00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:27,880
it's but and your arms just
balance, right?

534
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,320
And you breathe perfectly and
you're not panting.

535
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:35,560
You know, like, you know you're
doing that.

536
00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:38,200
The wet dog pant, yeah.
Yeah, I was doing the dog pant.

537
00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:40,640
Because weight nothing's great
and everything, but it's at the

538
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:43,840
same time, it doesn't really
help your cardiomascular.

539
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:47,800
I started doing range I I after
you left.

540
00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:51,480
You know how we used to go to
the point from the pool out to

541
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:53,320
the point?
Point to the Yeah, yeah, I know.

542
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:56,120
You're I would go instead of
going to the point I go down the

543
00:25:56,120 --> 00:26:00,440
hill all the way to the which is
kind of like Fuji like with when

544
00:26:00,440 --> 00:26:02,920
I look at it.
I think it's straight down.

545
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,720
Yeah, straight down to the to
the water.

546
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,240
I take them all the way down
there and then they run around

547
00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:12,560
in circles, they laugh and just
run back up.

548
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:16,600
And so I'm panting, chasing them
up the hill.

549
00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:18,720
And it makes me, it makes me
move fast.

550
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,960
So rarely.
I mean, before I started doing

551
00:26:22,960 --> 00:26:25,720
this, the only time I ever
sweated was when we did

552
00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:27,920
mountains, cliffs and stuff like
that.

553
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:33,320
Now every time I go out, that
comeback is just, it's brutal.

554
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:36,680
And I got to get to the point
where it's not brutal because

555
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:38,760
then I'm going to extend it
because I have another extension

556
00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:41,640
that I can do a circle.
And they just, you know, they're

557
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:45,160
not.
They're happy, the little rats.

558
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:48,360
And I think that that's finding
something that we are going to

559
00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:50,600
remain consistent with as well
get.

560
00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:53,160
Up in the.
Morning time before I ran and

561
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,360
I'm like, oh, I'm going to do
this tomorrow and no, I don't.

562
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:56,960
No.
I don't do it, no.

563
00:26:57,400 --> 00:26:59,640
Well, the the thing that kills
that immediately is if you

564
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:00,720
drink.
Yeah.

565
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:01,200
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.

566
00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:02,840
That.
That just totally wet.

567
00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:04,120
I used to think it was only
weed.

568
00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:06,200
You know if you smoke weed that
you're not going to do anything

569
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:07,600
the next day.
No, no.

570
00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:10,320
Alcohol does the same thing.
It's not AS.

571
00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:13,040
Exercise.
Yeah, it's not as debilitating.

572
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:17,360
It's typically, but it's still,
it's still the same thing.

573
00:27:17,360 --> 00:27:20,160
So I mean, for me it would be OK
drink less.

574
00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:22,360
No for sure.
Because I'll be healthier.

575
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:25,560
I know it and I know how I feel
better and you sleep better and

576
00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:26,600
all the different things like
that.

577
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:28,240
That will be a good thing, you
know?

578
00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:31,200
But I love the party.
So there's this, there's a,

579
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,120
there's the yin and Yang there.
I love, I love the.

580
00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:36,680
I love that feeling.
I've always.

581
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:41,400
Yeah, the yin and Yang party.
Well, The thing is, the feeling

582
00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,520
afterward has become worse.
Oh, I can't imagine.

583
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:47,920
Are you saying that you don't
recover as well as you once did

584
00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:48,800
when you were?
Yeah.

585
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:50,560
I mean, I used to be able to
like that.

586
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:55,240
That was that was always my hard
and fast rule was don't do the

587
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,720
crime if you can't do the time.
So if you're gonna go out and

588
00:27:57,720 --> 00:28:00,640
party till 2:00 AM, that's fine
as long as you show up at 7:00.

589
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:03,480
And I was always the first one
there.

590
00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:06,520
Only because you know, being the
owner or one of the owners or

591
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,760
one of the senior whatever the
Hecks I was that you you

592
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:13,240
couldn't like, go out and hey,
I'm gonna go drinking with Zach

593
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:16,040
until two.
And then Zach shows up at 7:00

594
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:17,560
when he 7:00 AM when he's
supposed to.

595
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:20,960
Yeah, and I sleep in.
Yeah, and then that and then

596
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,880
just reflects him poorly.
Oh God, the amount of.

597
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:28,280
So usually I would be the one
that showed up at 6:45 and and

598
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:30,760
people would, yeah.
My mouth wouldn't do that.

599
00:28:31,120 --> 00:28:33,840
I just wouldn't do.
That, no, I would just and then

600
00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:36,120
we'll see in the beginning, in
the beginning we did it all the

601
00:28:36,120 --> 00:28:37,440
time.
Yeah.

602
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:42,200
You know when you're in your mid
20s, you know, was like I was

603
00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:48,320
late 20s then and and you know
we're power drink, you know, and

604
00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:52,520
then get up the next morning.
I mean, I remember many a night,

605
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,240
2:00 AM well, the bars are
closed.

606
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,240
Time to go home.
What time you didn't be in

607
00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:59,960
tomorrow?
Shit.

608
00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:01,960
Three people who work with I I
can't skip.

609
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,520
I got to, I can't.
I got to be in before 8.

610
00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:05,560
Got to be in before nine.
Got to be in four, eight.

611
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,200
Got to be in four, nine.
I mean just.

612
00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:10,720
I mean the worst were the shows.
The shows were the worst because

613
00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:13,960
they were 730 open times and we
would we would we go to New

614
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:18,280
Orleans and drink till three and
then post at 7:30 in the

615
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:22,000
morning.
So my hopes and dreams is to do

616
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:23,800
less of that.
That sounds great.

617
00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:27,400
I like that idea doing less of
the the general drinking.

618
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:29,840
Yeah, I mean.
That that would be great.

619
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:33,240
I think that that would be cool.
I think that I might want to try

620
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,520
to quit smoking this year.
I thought about that as well.

621
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,760
It's been about six or seven
years.

622
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:42,080
I think that it's time.
I think that that is going to go

623
00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:46,160
hand in hand with the 2nd
Aerobic stage, right and getting

624
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:48,960
back into running and I want to
do that again.

625
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:51,560
So I think that would be a a
great, a great.

626
00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:53,400
So that'd be good thing to do
this year that.

627
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:55,520
'D be good for me too.
Yeah.

628
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,600
You know, I don't.
I don't really need.

629
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:02,440
I mean, I I was trying to cut it
down right at the end there, the

630
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:05,920
end of December.
I smoke it one cigar a day.

631
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,640
That's bizarre for you.
Yeah.

632
00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:09,840
And I was sorry I was up to
three and I was thinking like,

633
00:30:09,880 --> 00:30:16,280
you know you're.
I've cut back drastically in the

634
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:17,720
past three years.
Oh my gosh.

635
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:21,160
Yeah, it's crazy.
It's been a, it's been a big

636
00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:22,680
cutback.
And I think that this year could

637
00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:25,280
be the final year.
Yeah, to to really get rid of

638
00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:26,480
it.
Well, that's cool.

639
00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:28,160
That's very cool.
I think that that is something

640
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:30,960
that I'm going to work on,
especially if I'm running,

641
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:33,440
because I Remember Me and my
friend were running about a year

642
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:36,000
ago.
I got back into it like 2

643
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,080
months.
We're still doing 2 1/2 miles a

644
00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:40,360
day and I wasn't smoking because
I was like, it just makes it too

645
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:44,440
hard, so it's too difficult so,
so that's how that's really you

646
00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,680
got to replace it with something
you got to.

647
00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:48,080
That's Harrison, right?
You should bring him out.

648
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:49,960
There.
Yeah, yeah, that's Harrison.

649
00:30:50,320 --> 00:30:53,240
It beat you into the ground.
Yeah, he was fast.

650
00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:56,000
He's heavily motivated.
Yeah, yeah, I.

651
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:58,640
Know he's he's in in.
In some ways, he's like Bushka.

652
00:30:59,240 --> 00:31:00,360
He's got that.
Thing.

653
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,560
I mean, Bushka breaks his wrist
and, you know, he's talking

654
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:05,600
about all the exercise he has to
do and, you know, and physically

655
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,360
and all that.
And he's got pens in his wrists.

656
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:11,480
I'm like, dude.
The wrist is the second worst, I

657
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,720
think next to the ankle to
rehabilitate.

658
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:17,600
I think he said he had two a rod
and a couple pens and.

659
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,880
From just he he broke the
cyberwalker he was in.

660
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,360
Munich.
In Munich.

661
00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:25,920
In the snow.
Gosh, yeah, that's bizarre.

662
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:28,160
Yeah, I said.
If you broke your hip, I would

663
00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:29,360
have flown over there and shot
you.

664
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,960
Well, so he just, like, probably
put his wrist out behind his

665
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,880
back when he fell.
I think he fell forward.

666
00:31:37,320 --> 00:31:38,840
Oh really?
This gentleman I see.

667
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:42,440
Remember, I fell like that.
I was, I was out smoking a cigar

668
00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:45,400
at 11:00 at night, and I was
sober, shocker.

669
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,320
And I walked around the front of
the yard and I was walking up

670
00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:50,240
those.
I was walking.

671
00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,560
I walked through the gate, down
the steps.

672
00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:55,080
When I walked down the steps, I
thought I was at the bottom

673
00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:59,240
step, 'cause it's the the next
to last step is like 36 inches

674
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,360
wide, so it feels like you're
walking on flat ground.

675
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:05,920
Wow.
I was an idiot and I fell, fell

676
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:07,440
forward.
And the one thing that I've

677
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,560
known I know how you fall.
You fall on your shoulder.

678
00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:12,240
Always Where?
Where did you learn how to fall

679
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:15,400
from?
You know what's weird?

680
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:17,840
I fell.
I felt I I read, I read a

681
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:21,480
Reader's Digest article like 30
years ago when it talked about

682
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:26,160
how you land when you jump out
of a plane and how and it's and

683
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:28,080
it's basically the same.
Thing Five points of contact.

684
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,400
Yeah, right.
Exactly so.

685
00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:35,160
Fall on your side, you know,
ankle, knee, hip, elbow,

686
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:38,800
shoulder and then your arm
should be like this.

687
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:42,240
It it in perfect state, but most
of the time I fall with my arm

688
00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:46,000
crouched in and I land on the
fat of that right there.

689
00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:46,960
Yeah.
Tricep.

690
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:47,600
OK.
Yeah.

691
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:51,080
Yeah, and that it bruises and it
hurts.

692
00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:55,120
And it hurts for a day or two.
But I I don't, do I?

693
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:57,480
I never try to catch myself,
'cause I'm too freaking clumsy

694
00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:01,120
to know that I can't and I'm not
strong enough in the wrist.

695
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:02,440
I I know that I I've.
Never.

696
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:04,080
Flexibility, yeah.
Yeah, I know I've.

697
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:07,240
I've broken one bone in my life
and I'd like to keep it to that.

698
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:09,400
That was your ankle, right?
Yeah, yeah.

699
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:13,880
Yeah, well out there too, you
have this slits in between the

700
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:16,840
the stones.
So if you put your fucking hand

701
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:19,840
in the middle of it like this,
like, I can't imagine twisted,

702
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:24,000
yeah, you you messed it.
I fell forward and the the

703
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:25,240
front.
Of it.

704
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:30,600
Was jagged and it went into my
chin and it went in pretty deep,

705
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:34,640
like real deep.
And that was really much deeper

706
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:36,120
than I thought it was gonna be.
Yeah, it was.

707
00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:38,320
It was like somebody stabbed me
with a knife because it was.

708
00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:40,360
It's pointy like it's.
Like a point of.

709
00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:42,600
Arrowhead.
And maybe I should, she said you

710
00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:44,680
should have got stitches and
it's like 3 days later it's

711
00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:46,480
like, Nah.
And then I went and got what I

712
00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:49,200
looked at the lady, looked at at
the dock in the box and said,

713
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:52,120
Yep, you need penicillin.
You, you probably should have

714
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:55,800
got that stitched up.
I'm like, yeah, I I probably

715
00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:58,200
should have.
I love doctors.

716
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:01,360
I always captain of the
hindsight, I'll say, but we're

717
00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:04,440
we're running low on time here.
Oh my God, you talk A.

718
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:06,680
Lot.
Yeah, I know we talk a lot in

719
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:08,800
this.
New year hopes and dreams are

720
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:14,360
focus on the physical.
Read more books.

721
00:34:15,480 --> 00:34:17,080
What else?
What else With the other ones?

722
00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:20,960
This consistency.
A level of consistency across

723
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:24,199
life would be wonderful.
Also we're we're we're really

724
00:34:24,199 --> 00:34:25,920
short on time, but I need to
find a hobby.

725
00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:27,639
Anybody got any suggestions out
there?

726
00:34:27,840 --> 00:34:31,480
There's a two and a section in
the Spotify if you guys want to

727
00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:35,280
submit any questions as well or
hobbies for.

728
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,040
Hey Phil, you should just go to
hell.

729
00:34:39,639 --> 00:34:41,040
I I'd be excited to see that
one.

730
00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:42,480
I'd like that'd.
Be a hell of a hike.

731
00:34:44,199 --> 00:34:46,480
Be a long walk.
And I'm practicing for it now

732
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:49,159
because I'm going way down
mountains and stuff, so that

733
00:34:49,159 --> 00:34:51,040
would be good.
You're halfway there.

734
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:54,560
You're halfway there.
Some people would say that I am

735
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:56,920
already there, but that's that's
another story altogether.

736
00:34:57,400 --> 00:35:00,120
Yeah, it sure is.
But thank you to our listeners.

737
00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:04,200
We love you guys and we're going
to see you a lot this coming

738
00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:06,600
year and it's going to be great.
It's going to be a great time.

739
00:35:07,240 --> 00:35:08,160
All right.
Bye, bye.